today is a boring day....the class is half empty as the o lvl chinese ppl went to take their MT prelim....i was talking to hidayah during ss lesson.....during english lesson, ms siti allowed us to do our own work....i was revising my geography....after break....the o lvl MT students came back....everyone said the paper was difficult...(none of my business)....
my mood started to change duriing mother tongue lesson.... zhang gave us a set of pass year paper for us to do....i was very tired at tat time cos it was a 2 period lesson....!!! zhang was going through wif us qns in paper1.....suddenly sara say she want zhang to give back the PAP exam paper.....i was so sad when i heard tat(not sara fault).....i dont want to see the paper...zhang said the paper was with ms tay.......when teacher was going through the the composition qn, he talked bout the 离题 and 篇题 problems.....(am i correct?)....it reminds me of my PAP exam paper1...i failed cos of those problems......my heart felt heavy....i felt so sad.....after MT lesson, i went for english lesson.....i was telling jannah how i felt when i saw my MT results....she told me not to worry cos she had the same problem as me.....at tat time i cried...i cant take it anymore..but no one knew as i dont want to attract attention......after tat, i did not really talked to 3 of them when we were going home....(sorry..i was in a bad mood)....
after tat, i went to play basketball with zheng wei, jonathan, kia siang, yuxuan, daniel & weijie....i felt better after playing basketball......it really shaked off my bad mood....

it was really difficult for me to accept the fact tat i failed my MT papers very badly...i really do not know why....everyone was eager to see their MT papers accept me.....why??? .....