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Saturday, October 17, 2009

just to update my blog lahs.
talking about hols.....
wanted to enjoy my hols as much as i can
but i lost my IC and my new hand phone=(
i need to work to pay for my new IC and hand phone.
so, i spent 3/4 of my hols working.....
keep losing stuffs...sigh..why??????

currently working as a part-time waitress
in Sheraton towers.
it's damn tiring but i get my pay at the end of the day after
my work which is good=P
i love to look at the wedding events that I'm working at.
and i want to learn how to portion food!!! lol.
overall was quite okay lahs.
the bad thing is that i am petite so those
cutlery are quite heavy for me.

Frisbee took up some of my time.
was training for the G.H.S. competition.
competition ended and my team won once
which against tp.

however, i still cant play really well.
very demoralising....
i kept worrying that i would make my team
lose whenever i play a match. D;
i felt very bad when i didn't play well....D:

i realised that one cant make everyone happy during
a situation sometimes.
if one tries hard to please everyone in order to make them happy,
the one will end up getting very tired.
it is not worth it when you yourself is not happy at all.
like what happened during my day.
i seriously regretted making that decision.
i had the right to make a choice, but i made the wrong choice.
in the end, some people and i were
very unhappy, my wish didn't came true.
and i ruined my day. D': *sob*
i am easily influenced by people. sigh. D:
must learn to make decision by my own instead of
other people helping me.
stop depending on people!!!
I'm also gonna stop asking for more,
and be contented with what i have now... :)