went standard chartered run last sun with
li hui and her friends.
we ran went for the 10km .hah.
the funny thing was,
3 of us were together at the starting point.
after running past 2plus km, i realised that I'm alone.
5minutes later, lihui's friend was beside me.
i ran with her friend throughout the whole journey.
lihui was nowhere to be found.LOL
i was damn tired after the run.
i hate what happened after my run. DDDD';
i went to work in the evening after my run...argh.
my body was aching after the run.
i had problems walking down the stairs.
sigh.
however, the run was worth it lahs.

went family chalet last mon and tues.
didn't stay for the whole 3days because of school.
chalet was at aranda, much bigger than the ntuc one.
how i wish I'm having holiday so that i can enjoy staying there
and have fun with my cousins....


shit, comT really suck.
i was so frustrated with it that
it really spoiled my week.
BMS is still stranger to me.
i need time to understand it.
it is not easy to get full marks for math tests anymore.
getting harder.
common test is next week.
definitely will not do as well as the 1st sem.
i've realised that i didnt spend much time
in studies compared to the 1st sem.
i was a kan chiong spider during then.
HA

when nothing happens, you will feel sooo happy
that you think that life is sooo damn good and perfect.
however, when it happens, you will feel sooo bad that
you don't feel like doing anything
except crying to sleep and forget about it.
like a drug, u wont feel good without it.


i feel so scared for the first time.
I've never felt so scared before.
I'm afraid that it will keep on happening.
i don't want that day to come.
sometimes, i felt soo lonely and frustrated,
that i don't know what to do.
who can i still turn to?
i must learn to think positively.