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Hey im back.

This week was quite a busy but boring week. I found a temporary 6 month contract job in a MNC IT company call redhat as an data admin. It is quite a boring job for now because I'm still learning so i can't do many things and the software i needed to do most of the admin work hasn't installed into my laptop so, i can only either use my colleagues laptop to do or see them do. So far i really like the environment because they were all quite friendly and I'm sharing a big desk with 2 people, Kenneth and Veron. They are very fun to work with because they are willing to teach me and they are fun to talk to too! they make me feel so comfortable that i keep disturbing and talking to them although i just know them for few days! haha, i can learn as many as possible!

 

Ah, talking about Mr chen, he's a total jerk. After really knowing him for more than 6 months, the times we have spend together, the things we shared and talk about. I thought I've known him quite well. Actually not really, now i don't know which are the things he said is the truth or lies. I felt very angry and stupid at first because I almost believe whatever he said, to the extent that i doubt what mr leung had told me about him. Mr leung and even argued don't know how many times because of him, and it made me cried countless times too. Why must he lie to me? Why must he twist his words? he can even say about my character which i find it ridiculous because he has no right. He can say that I misunderstand his intentions, omgoodness, isn't it obvious? he's not a gentlemen. Thank goodness i realise it earlier and never fall in love with him. He can say all those sweet nothings and words full of praises to me and i am dumb enough to believe him. i find it disgusting when I think of it now. Thanks to him, I've learnt a Chinese term, 撒网. That is what you are doing now ya? I'm trying to avoid talking to him and thank goodness he's in Taiwan so this can be a chance to distance away from him. Anyway losing me as a friend wont affect you so much since you can get over it quite easily based on your character and i believe you got the potential to throw your net and catch more fishes  and you will be busy doing that.

Currently, I'm still looking around and online to look out for suitable jobs which I'm interested in and finding out what's my interest in my job. God please bless me with wisdom and guide towards the career path that you want me to go. I've not seen my grandma for more than 8 months, i wonder how is she.mr leung is in HK enjoying himself and i miss him, hoping to see him soon. Now that I have graduated from university, I don't always get to see my friends and classmates, and i really miss them and want to meet them, but i find it quite troublesome to think of a logical reason to meet them. I miss the days when I get to see them almost everyday and it feels good to have their company during studying/lesson or revision after school.