Whenever I was being reminded of my past sins, I can't really differentiate whether is the devil speaking or the Holy Spirit. However, PD shared that God shows you your sin to change you, but the devil shows you your sin to bring you down. Surely I am always accusing myself for my past sins and eventually it brings me down and now I know is definitely not from God. Like even in church during praise and worship or sermon, I used to be taunted by my past sins all of a sudden, and i wonder why... By spending time with God daily really helps me to be able to ignore what the devil is trying to put in my mind, must always be cautious about it because when God anoints you, devil will come attack you (it's true). However, one of the reasons that I still get easily emotional and being very mindful about what people says of me is because I don't recognize what God says I am. This means that I am not reading the bible because all that He said of us is in the bible! By trusting and having the confidence in Him, we will definitely be equipped to fight the giants in our life, no need to copy methods of people because each of us has different abilities that God has put in us. One more thing that spoke to me was the approach in fighting it. This is something that I need to learn, you may be very spiritual but not successful. For me, I need to seek God for this and ask God for clarity so that I will be able to follow the Holy Spirit leading. The ultimate purpose is to glorify God and be a living testimony for Him.
ok, it's 12:40am and time for me to sleep or else i cant sleep again like today..... I took mc because i couldn't sleep last night and I was feeling super tired and restless because of my nose and my itchy eyes.
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