I hate to be misunderstood, and I will try all my ways not to be by being defensive, explaining myself until the person understands my intention and the reason how it happened.
However for this time, by not explaining myself can help in the situation and I will do that. I've been struggling to keep it to myself by being the unreasonable one because none of them understand how I am feeling. I really hate the situation that I am in now so much that I want to give up my life, but I can't. Crying myself to sleep every night becomes a daily routine so that I can fall asleep and even sometimes all of a sudden in the day. Who cares if I look bad to these people? I don't care anymore because I don't feel any better either way. I seriously don't know how long these struggles will last, to keep me alive as long as the time that God wants me to live.
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